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Maintaining friendships & Always smiling makes me tired

2011-03-01T09:29:00.008+08:00

Some things even if misunderstandings are cleared, it's useless, b'cuz the harm is already made. It will be a prick in the chambers of the hearts and we can no longer get along like we used to...

I am jealous bah and I hate myself.
HATE myself for being lazy.
HATE myself for having no great interest in anything.
HATE myself for having no aims or goals in life.
HATE myself for not being understanding.
HATE myself for procrastinating.
HATE myself for not being able to speak well.
HATE myself for not knowing how to console people.
HATE myself for being so slow in reacting.
HATE myself for being not determined to swim properly.
HATE myself for not knowing anything about branded.
HATE myself for not willing to spend money on branded.
HATE myself for having no common topics to talk to ppl.
HATE myself for not knowing how to chat but only lame.
HATE myself for being such a bad friend.

Sbdy once said that a gd point to learn from me is that I try to make friends with everybody, forgetting and accepting those nasty but maybe accidental deeds that they may have done. That's because I feel that making foes with them, hating or disliking is painful and is not in favour of GOD's eyes.
BUT BUT BUT...
this character of mine is not necessarily good because when u have too much friends, you cannot have best of all the worlds.
Dates with friends may clash.
Some friends may not like your other friends.
Sometimes when u wanna build up better frenships with others, you feel restricted as you will be neglecting your besties, especially when they are in contact with those frens as much as you but they just dun wanna bond because they only prefer besties. So your besties get closer but u are like far apart with them. And it's just hurting to see that your besties no longer needs you when u need them.

I have no reason to ask a friend to put me as her priority when I am such a bad friend, idiot & elohssa. I dunno if my frens will uds how I feel cause I never show it before and always camouflaged my emotions with smiles and lameness, but I am so tired of being myself and pretends that I am not hurt so as to reduce conflicts. I dun want to lose any friends in my life, especially losing the favour of any of my besties. But I'm tired.

If Murder isn't a crime, I would kill Death.

2011-01-30T00:23:00.002+08:00

If Murder isn't a crime, I would kill Death:

Maybe it's because I couldn't imagine loved ones leaving their loved ones
Or couldn't imagine me leaving my loved ones,
I couldn't help tearing just now on my way home...
I know it was silly cuz I dunno that friend well
But I wish everybody in this world will not leave each other.

Maybe it's because I have already lost the one who doted me the most
And I didn't even say goodbye to her...
And I really wish people will reunite even after death
And I wish everybody will go heaven and happy.
I dunno how God will judge, I'm afraid... :(

I really hate Death.

2010-06-29T11:20:00.002+08:00

MID-YR REVIEW (phy and econ)

PHY - 50:50 got to better the topics i am gd at and for the Forces and Moments i really need to buck it up!

ECON - today did stewpid things by misunderstanding my question, wrote 3 sides for half an hour and in the end WRONG and need to redo and ah that's why no time.

tmr is Maths! jiayyous and nv say ddie everybody even if we know it's gonna be a killer paper.

Cherish pls!!!

2010-05-05T18:24:00.004+08:00

I have heard of 3 accidents for this month alr... Apart from that one, there is another one where a guy who has parked at the side of the road and while he was trying to get out of the car, a motorcyclist hit him off the ground :( what's worse is that when he fly off to another part of the road, another vehicle cant stop in time and drived over his body :(:(:( It's so sad.

And another young potential female motorcyclists got hit by a taxi cuz the road sign for "no motorcyclists" is blocked and it's small to be seen. As a result, she u-turned unknowingly and got crashed with a taxi on the another road. Now, the road management has put the "no motorcyclists" sign more big and obvious but what's the point when a life has already been lost... ;(

2010-04-25T11:09:00.002+08:00

Hey i havent blog for a abt a week! ever since the deadly swimming aftermath haha. now feeling better but sstill not gd. Throat and ears pain, cough and plus more """ torture.

Apparently i am chasing mousehunt in facebook cuz i dun wanna be behind behind and i wanna craft more cute cute things like the "Arcane of the undying...sthg" lah. haha. but the point it is not only gold-wasting but time-wasting too. i want to buck up econs too and that's really hard cuz my econs i really dunno how to buck it up and i'm sure Mr. Bong will really be disappointed with me :(

And ii realise after this 3 days out of this week i dint go school, i miss sch is less imptant. cuz most imptantly is that i am not able to concentrate anymore. cuz of my illness, whenever i focus or exercise, i get so giddy i jus wanna faint or take a nap and this makes my progress very little and slow. So fed up with myself.

2010-04-20T23:24:00.002+08:00

How suai can ppl get? lols. Once u suay, it will be endless. haha.

lols ysd very tired dint even come online. ysd went swimming, forgetting i a bit sick. hmm then went to eat yummi yogurt and very nice curry rice with chicken dipped with gravy. then i go macs study with pris until 11pm :)

haha then fever 38.7 degree celcius. whole body aching and sore throat and cough and slight flu, i also dunno how it all happens so fast. lols. eye pain tmr still got gp test and i want to ask coach change my squash grip leh.

2010-04-13T18:20:00.003+08:00

Why are funny stuff happening to me haha?

Last week, the day i left sch alone. I met 2 St. Gab guys and one of them called me "Dumb!" THRICE. omg. i was pissed off. He thot i was wearing earphones hearing music and cant hear him, and he still turn over to his fren and said "Eh, she cant hear leh! hehe" omg he is saying stewpid stuff cuz i havent turned on my music. When i stare at that guy, he turned to his fren fast. Hopefully, he is being scared or guilty of his childish acts. I really wanted to bash him up haha but IMAGE AH, IMPT. HAHA.

But today is different :) the situation is similar --- strangers. got into mrt towards harbourfront with Shi Ying (or rather Denise haha) at the peak hours. then in boon keng or potong pasir station, a mother and boy son boarded the cabin. OMG the boy is so CUTE!!! he's ard 5 yrs old i think. haha. the moment he board the train, he immediately looked at me and mouth big big Smiling :) lols. i wanted to tell Shi Ying abt the boy's look but b4 i could tell, LOLS, that boy sort of GRAB my arm. Shocked man! The whole row sitting opposite me are all smiling secretly, it's like they suddenly awake from sianness-due-to-work. Even the white guy that is expressionless since the moment Shi Ying and I stepped into the cabin is laughing. luckily, his mother pulled him back, but i'm still blushing and laughing all the way. hahaha. Shi Ying said when the boy looked at me, he smiled so widely, lols. so CUTE! hhah. and in the end i said bye to the boy when alighting haha.

2010-04-12T22:18:00.004+08:00

Too long nv blog a biit rusty ah.

Recently, run 5km NE run and i met Ms Liang! still as cute as b4 lols, only with her hair pinned up liao. haha. i finished the run in ard 37 mins, deproved ah but i think okay liao. but some guy ran 16km in an hour, i think that's MADNESS.

More recently, i've been studious and wad so ever. but i realise my lvl of concentration is depleting. Ah!!! ever since very b4 i wanted to enter this entry haha. but i'm trying to maintain haha instead of slacking down here. so far, my maths and chem and even phy is gd but i scared it's only gd for the start or maybe my j1 basics are worst. everything is moving faster than b4, maths is going stats, econs is at mkt failure, phy going quantum, chem just finished carbonyl. Ah!!!

More more recently, i dislike a disgusting guy that speaks often to me abt stewpid things. Luckily, he jus merely wants to tok haha and think too much and my frens crap too much. this is just an update to those who heard untrue gossips. haha, it's been a long time liao.

More more more recently, i have been playing squash. my parents know and they allow but nag a lot haha :) though not playing 'A' div this year, i'm teaching j1s. i know my socialising ability sucks but haha still coping that and i left one more lesson with the j1s - this wed. i know they wont miss me cuz training the basics are super boring. And i need to change my grip!!!...but when can i see the coach?!!!

HOW TO BREAK NEWS!

2010-01-30T08:47:00.004+08:00

I REALLY LUV SQUASH... BUT MY DAD DOESN'T ALLOW... WILL IT WORKS IF I TELL HIM IT WON'T TAKE UP A LOT OF MY TIME; JUST AN EXERCISE... ALL B'CUZ OF THAT T'CHER THAT'S WHY HE THOT SQUASH WAS THE CULPRIT. BUT IT WASN'T... IT WAS ACTUALLY THE COMPUTER, INTERNET, RESTAURANT CITY AND MY PESSIMISTIC... SQUASH IS THE ONLY THING THAT ALLOW MY MORALE TO BOOST AND STUDY HARDER... I REALLY WANNA SQUASH... GOD, PLS SAVE ME, HELP ME, GUIDE ME, GRANT ME...

Life goes on.In a New Year.

2010-01-16T00:03:00.003+08:00

This is for the benefit of MELISSA CHAN MALI CHAN! (lols.) This is the first time i blog this year! lols. I am so looking forward to scoring great grades!

Just report yr 2. Just make new frens. Just saw the new food signboards in canteen. Just have a great CT. Just being lucky to get into wonderful class 0910. Just feel that i made a right choice. Just gain !!! kg. Just met Stefanie in the MRT. Just gave my blog link to Chan Mali Chan. Just msn with Kae Luen. Just finish all my maths tut.

I had fun. Not all lively as before but now I have become more studious (maybe it's b'cuz class is quieter). I need more time to warm up my lame crap. Hhah. But, I really wish i can persist. I dun wan to procrastinate as days go by.

CONSISTENCY IS ALL I WISH FOR. Pls pray for me :)

SampleThis09!

2009-12-14T21:47:00.002+08:00

On saturday yay! Ruth, Adora, Charlene, Ethel and me met tgt (Alyssa migrated alr) haaha sort of @ PLMGS concert hall haha. It's called "SampleThis" I think. Full of God's words (I really can feel it!) The actors and actresses were also damn funny lols. Especially the Charlene and Ryan. That part was so cute haha. (Hmm why no sparkle...lols) Anyway, there's the guy with the black sheep - SUPER HILARIOUS! Haha. Think I see him b4 in some church. lols. Hmm Charlene's singing was and is so great haha. I luv the choristically parts lols. I miss Choir...miss singing High! Now I only get the sing high when I am screaming. lols. Oh ya my we camwhores! We took 30+ plus total in that 3 hrs!!!

Oh ya and I 1st time wear skirt... it's really short, bu xi guan. but nice nice.
(A moment of thot: Why gals wear skirt will look nicer? lols. Invention of men. Haha)

Shopping with Ah Yi -men and Shaine

2009-12-13T21:30:00.002+08:00

I am so lazy to blog on the er last friday haha. San Yi, Si Yi, Shaine and me went to had lunch at Sakae Sushi!!! *Yummy* SALMON!!! CHAWANMUSHI!!! Haha then i went on the journey to find tunic!!! Ah but bugis-not-street all stuff ex ex. Eat Yumi Yogurt and Spaghetti with chicken chop at the food court for dinner. Rather cheap - 2 set meals for 10 buckies! Even though i went home with nthg but i brought loads of my childhood back home. How I got lost N times at bugis, MRT, fish aquarium at Orchard i think. lols. How playful am I - put my head through the chair in a foodcourt and that was so scary yet embarassing. lols. How foolish am I - wait at the bus interchange also will hit the railings and end up having bruises, and sit the electric car in Escape also can hit my mouth until ba lu gu. LOLS.
Oh ya I took some pictures Muahahaha. Uploading in facebkee. Heehee.

2009-12-10T01:04:00.007+08:00

I really am tired. We have many gong tong dian yet a little different. I am super emotional but I will not affect others. It makes me so sian that when I am already at the cliff yet u push me down. Frens aren't like that. New Moon seems old to me though KL suddenly crack joke asking whether I also wan **** (lol), my day only brighten up for a second.

Ysd (08/12) mood damn bad, ask my sis shop wif me tmr (which is 09/12). She jus put salt on my wound by asking me "WHY YOU ALWAYS WANT TO GO SHOPPING?!" Omg! I jus broke down immediately. I added to her, " I feel worse talking to you."

Went with her Sumo in the end (think she is reluctant) but she tot of my feelings and pei wo xue ping at AMK. I feel much better thnks to JY and Mich and "bu yao ma fan le" and the "ten little indians". I hope the wound will heal cuz frens is 4eva.

2009-12-02T23:28:00.005+08:00

海派甜心!!! (:

我喜歡你叫我驚世馯丑不啦嘰香菇頭
我喜歡你一天打我八百次
我喜歡你唸英文的聲音
我喜歡你喝醉酒要我背你回家
我喜歡你上課愛睡覺但做報告卻很認真
我喜歡你跟我一樣喜歡粉頑皮豹但又知道它的好朋友是誰
我喜歡你你明明不是我心目中喜歡的那樣的女生可是我就是喜歡你

2009-12-02T19:28:00.005+08:00

$ 歌手2009 谁赚最多钱 $ !!!

1. Jay Chou - 2nd Time being 1st!
2. 纵贯线 Super Band - 李宗盛+周华健+张震岳+罗大佑
3. S.H.E
4. Jolin Tsia - She only worked for 9 mths this yr!
5. Luo Zhi Xiang Show!!! ~da lang ~ da lang~
6. 五月天
7. Angela Zhang Shao Han
8. Wang Lee Hom
9. 张惠妹
10. Fahrenheit

2009-12-01T22:11:00.005+08:00

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Everybodyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

I know most ppl have finished their paper. SO suay that i happen to retain and many ppl dun know the meaning of "u-turn". But it's okay. My bad times are sort of over. Me trying to get less stressed. Anyway this outcome is kinda expected. Anyway I am in 0910. I wonder what kind of new frens will i meet. But actually i wish my class is 0922 haha, my bdae. Lols.

And oh yar I am very happy for Pris haha. 终于雨过天晴了。haha.

And yay despite my horizontally challenged size, I am going to Prom even though I retain. Haix. I realise "Haix" has become my habit that is so natural and difficult to get rid of. Must do some maths to increase my morale. Haha. And I am going to meet Pris, Xy and Ruth FINALLY lols. and dec 12, going back to PL. Muacks. Misses. We meet the Charlene, Adora and Ruth. The Gladys always buZy. I think she must be Xiang3Shou4-ing overseas.

2009-09-27T16:47:00.003+08:00

ps. NO TIME to change music. Exam now! tmr last paper. so now rushing to keep my blog alive. That's it. I scared the drain cuz my maths i cant finish the paper, very 烂, very very 烂! scared my statistics dieded. Pls God, keep me from danger!

2009-07-29T19:56:00.000+08:00

Having no feelings today, totally feelingless. Got scolded during ma today just bcuz of some errors or variaions in the lecture notes.
I never write down my thoughts doesnt mean i dun know how to do, I never ask you qn doesnt me i never did any work. It's just that i have worked solutions for some qns.
And i will not cry bcuz of the stewpid error in the lecture notes.
I know even if i tell u that i did some statistics qn of some prelim papers in preparation of the test tmr, u will think wad i did is insufficient or maybe u will not even believe me.
Forget abt telling u lah and i shall jus do well for the paper tmr. Thanks. For making me work doubly hard.

2009-07-22T16:37:00.003+08:00

It's another silly day. I feel that i shld have a column fo silly in my blog. today was asked to do a compre within half an hour.but i took like 5 mins to read a simple qn and i still cant figure out how to tackle the qn so i asked michelle:" how come this summary qn looks like AQ?"
Michelle lols me. cuz the qn i was reading is really an AQ, and the summary qn is in front...
LOLS. hhah and i cant believe there is another foolish guy that is like me. the bad thing is he asked the wrong gal who practically anounced his foolish act to the whole class. Lols.

And today gp supo boring, my fren slp while writing the compre. She pro! lols. i rmb i got another fren like that too in PL but haha they are of diff size.

-no offence- haha.

2009-07-20T16:55:00.002+08:00

Ah! very long nv blog liao. anyway i did a stewpid thing today! i went to the wrong Lecture Rm for maths extra remedial. the the LT is actually for JC1s. OMG! haha silly silly. but this maybe foreshadows me going back to J1. retaining is no longer a bad thing to me (:

2009-06-23T18:22:00.003+08:00

Hmm nthg much to say. And if i say too much, i cant cope my hwk alr!!! haha. Btw, i have watched this really great movie called 'Another Cinderella Story'. It's really nice! Partly bcuz of the great dances. i have uploaded some of my favourites scenes/ dances at the right. u really shld watched. this makes me want to watch 'Step up 1 & 2' cuz i really nv watched b4 :)

2009-06-09T17:03:00.002+08:00

Hey my msn revived! You can see me on9 and chit-chatting all day long. and cant believe i can actually endure doing maths ysd --- 10am to 4am!!! OMG. I did 3 papers. ah. Cuz of the drain. so if i pass my mathematics, i gotta thank him much. haha but i still need more practice!!!

Haha today is econs day. and tmr plus a little bit of MATHS again. Haha goin' Bonkers!

I miss my squash frens, i wanna meet and chat and bla-bla wif them. ANGELS AND DEMONS!!! When can i watch??? and when can i go to joey's house? LOls.

P.s. sec sch frens i also miss u too!

2009-06-03T23:41:00.002+08:00

Sorry everybody, the always-on9 me is not on. Dunno when will i come on9 again...it dieded...by my sis's fren email virus. ah!!! i wanna msn! but FRET NOT! u ppl can FACEBK me. me always on that too. RC RC RC! thnks to ml ah.

I have a doubt, or rather a qn. Why is there so many deaths. I hate death. It's a scary thing. Not b'cuz we will be gone but b'cuz we will leave our loved ones. We will be upset to leave one another, no matter where u are --- inside or outside the coffin. U hate death. We may have eternity and may reunite in Heaven, but the feelin of departing is jus not so gd :(

2009-05-31T22:54:00.003+08:00

I really wan to watch Angels & Demons!
Meilan not free le. She flying off le! Will miss her! Ah!
When when when then can watch the movie?! When When?? Haha.

Haha. ysd so fun studying
*Wash ur body wash ur hands too* Lols.
*Gee Gee Gee Baby Baby* Haha.
But one thing i loathe: loud irritating voices, especially when i am trying to concentrate on my work. but haha wont lose my cool still.

But today must face the music. Study study study, tmr got econs again. i so excited to attend the econs remedial. write write write essay. Yay! Lols. ppl will think i mad -.- and maths fun! consult consult consult!

2009-05-26T22:19:00.006+08:00

hey hey hey. it's a new day! even though other day like ysd is a bad hair day (due to "drain"), i am determined to work hard.
*WORKKKKKK HARDDDDDDD!*
*KEMPATAT!*
*WHOOSH!*
*JIAYOU!*
*GO GO POWER RANGER!*

oh no. after moving house, she becomes better but me not gd haha cuz she cooking! every night i am tempted to eat supper! oh no. i can see my fats forming, besides i no squash liao, NO OUTPUT!!! ahaha. i must think of a way to lose fat w/o the expense of my study time...

Wad abt running 2.4km with my favourite math txtbk?! Lols.

2009-05-23T19:06:00.006+08:00

Fun Fun Fun! everything it's normal, my mood and all. Went to watch museum 2 ysd haha. short form. i finally feel my little importance. but sthg's wrong nowadays and in sch i cant eat, nthg is appetising to me. even though they may smell so nice and stomach growling, i want to eat but i jus dun feel like eating. but when i reach home, i can really gorge all the ice cream. maybe things that are cold bah. haa. and ysd the movie, i knew it is funny but i am trying to laugh my heart out but my laughters are empty, i arent really laughing. All i really do is saying Cute. partly cuz they film makers added sesame street, mini Einsteins aka π 3.14159265. (I ysd memorised correctly lor!) Plus the cute little monkey and dog balloon haha. Michelle jus burst her dog that same day hha, poor YingHua. but out of the movie, it is really really funny, really really funny toking to u ppl (:

2009-05-20T17:24:00.004+08:00

I am tired, tired of being a nice friend, tired of maintaining the "good buddy" image. I am so tired when no one is there for me while i am still being there for ppl. Haix. I dunno wad to do, wanna Longgggg rest and dun care abt ppl but myself. I wanna be selfish and irresponsible. but i dunno how. confused :x AHHHHH! slp lah. study lah. tired :x

2009-05-18T01:02:00.003+08:00

I really wan to study hard and get good grades. But i have lost my confidence. i think if i regain back, i very definitely at least pass my exams. but i dunno why, after dec holidays, i seem to have misplaced my confidence. i need to get it back, trying... HELP! ~pray for me kays~

2009-05-12T22:25:00.006+08:00

TODAY IS MY LAST NIGHT IN KOVAN MELODY. I REALLY REALLY WILL MISS HERE. IN FACT ALREADY. I DON'T WANT TO GO, DON'T WANT TO GO SOMEWHERE WULU, DON'T WANT TO GO SOMEWHERE UNFAMILIAR, DON'T WANT TO GO SOMEWHERE THAT FREAKS ME OUT. AH. I WONDER WHEN WILL I ADAPT TO THE NEW ENVIRONMENT. I SO WILL MISS KOVAN MELODY. SLP HERE LAST NIGHT JUS WON'T SATISFACTORIC ENOUGH. CAN SBDY FETCH ME HOME EVERY NIGHT?

*dun wanna go*

*uncomfortable*

2009-05-11T21:55:00.005+08:00

GOOD THING:
I get to meet my sec sch frens! I miss them! It's so nice to see them even though i can only crap a bit only. And i cycle loads today and i can feel my fats shedding off! Yay! enjoy today's class outing muchies through

1/2 STING RAY

1 CYCLING TRIP

1 SOLERO ICE-CREAM

2 OTAHS

4 SATAYS

and oh ya

1 MACS VANILLA ICE-CREAM

from Zhi Yuan!

BAD THING:
I did loads of nasty things today. Having nasty temper in the morning when i jus wake up... And the thot that i feel like slapping Michelle cuz she's a Tootster. lols. and i made Audrey fell from her bike. OMG. she bled. haix. i realise i cant go east coast park de. it's like a forbidden place to me. haix, the last time i went, my tyre punctured (even though it's cuz of john). haix. east coastpark is like a no no to me!

And i made Gladys wait for me when she is in need to go home. ah!!! my fault my fault again. i feel selfish. Ah and pris and ruth. they like waiting for me from 4pm to 9pm...

IRONIC THING:
Dramatic Irony is seen today. I shouldnt have gone to east coast park (other than the reason of making my sec sch frens wait for me). audrey cant eat much bbq stuff and came today to cycle and i was supposed to eat and go off. But instead, i injured audrey unintentionally and she cant ride bike and i can ride! OMG. It's like a total switch! So ironic! Ah my sec frens are right, maybe, i shouldnt have gone.

T.T T.T T.T

2009-05-10T18:19:00.003+08:00

hey hey! i am tired.

tennis-ing for abt 2 hrs, my feet has all bruises. i dun like the synthetic floor but tennis is still fun as usual!!! yay! ysd was sure fun at my new house!!! studying and playing with my squash frens and can1 guan1-ing my new room! everything is like 王仁甫（wonderful) haha. yay i wish every week also can have fun and study simultaneously.

yay! once i go my new house, my mother promised to cook. i luv home-cooked steam food. *misses* it!!! ah and i wan to play pool and bowling and KARA-永远-OKE. lols. i wanna share wad i have wif my frens! *fun*

AND cant wait for my former class bbq tmr! (:

AND ppl go see my 31st college dance! quite nice especially the song!

2009-04-19T22:45:00.007+08:00

2009-04-19T13:21:00.001+08:00

This morning I had a very interesting conversation between my cell grp members in church and I wish to express my views here after the conversation. This is about religion vs cultural vs Christianity kinda of thingy but I do not wish to cause any disturbance between both of the different aspects cuz this is kinda individual kind of view thing. Firstly, I would like to apologise if I said any negative comments about religions or cultures cuz this is all from my perspective. OK. Let’s get started!

Our cell grp-in-charge was saying the problem of respecting elderly and ancestors and the use of joss sticks. When there is a wake, should Christians follow their relatives who are non-christians to use the joss sticks? For me, I think the answer would be a yes, as long as it doesn’t affect my faith. One can be doing a certain kind of ritual but they are doing out of respect and not really praying to that person so the most impt thing is wad the heart thinks. Additionally, the bible states that we shld: “Obey our parents.” The assumption is parents are also equals to our ancestors, if we don’t do a ritual that is a form of respect, are we not following the bible’s words of not respecting our elderly? Moreover, even if we kneel down or use the joss sticks, it doesn’t mean that we are conforming or showing the non-christians --- we are actually jus showing our respect and we are definitely not praying or worshipping. Ultimately, what really matters is how ur heart actually thinks when u are doing these rituals. In addition, from my experience, most ppl think that respecting is a very essential good work that Christians shld have. Besides the non-christians, those that are abt to believe in Christianity may think that why isn’t the Christians doing the simple filial piety? Of, course we do not want their faith in God to waver.
In conclusion, I do not wish to conclude wad a Christian really shld do cuz this is a debatable question and kinda sensitive. And, if one does the rituals, it is impt that he explain to others abt his actions to avoid confusion. However, I believe that wad matters is wad a person really thinks and that they are following bible’s words and not affecting him or herself or others’ faith. Overall, this is still a debatable question as said before, anyone can comment :)

2009-03-17T21:11:00.003+08:00

PERSONALITY TEST
Go http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx to take.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2009-03-08T19:58:00.004+08:00

OMG! Is not i want to say but there is jus too many scandals.
Yesterday, 07 March 2009, I had a new discovery again!
I am starting to think is this squash or scandal club! LLOLLX.

THE MIC-JOHN SCANDAL

Can you see?! They are making intimate eye contacts!
I knew SOMETHING is going on between TWO of them! Scandalous OMG!

2009-03-06T23:34:00.003+08:00

NEW SCANDAL FOUND in MARCH 6 2009!

See their laughters. L-O-L. cant deny they are a pair!

Why did Kae Lun hide this underground BGR from the squashies?!

2009-03-03T21:30:00.002+08:00

I HATE MYSELF FOR NOT STUDYING HARD!

2009-02-28T23:39:00.003+08:00

Jiahao, Kae Lun, John, Michelle and me :) went pooling on thu after Kfc-ing wif Melani!

OMG noob John playing pool! Hahs.

2009-02-27T18:11:00.006+08:00

6.15 P.M.

I feel so blessed with my family. Thnks God. I love u!
:) The Spaghetti, my dinner, so warm. So blissful.

But i would sometimes wonder: How did my dad manage to bath within 3 mins? haha.

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2009-02-27T15:46:00.006+08:00

12.30 P.M.

Sry guys for not posting recently but i guess little of you will visit my blog.

Really emo lately. After the chem "consultation" i realise Mrs. Huang is a really great teacher. I was touched actually to work harder. But my maths teacher is hmm...scary. i tried the hardest for maths but it's still not enuf. Just ended block test. Tired and sianz. But exams are not the root of my emo.

After chem i went to the squash court. i realise i am not sociable but not becoz of squash or anything. jus me.i cant really tok to ppl, as in cant bare my hearts' inner thoughts. especially guys... all thnks to my 10 yrs GALS school. everytime i go out i feel like, "thnks to my frens, we are all laughing." w/o them, i cant be happy, i cant make ppl happy, i CMI.

I feel so loner. i may be happy or satisfied with one single thing but it's sad when the frens ard me cant. maybe i just cant allow others to laugh becoz of me. It's COMPLICATED. I dunno wad i am thinking. all i wish for is my mother and sis. though sis always scold me but i really miss her. miss her blabbering while i nv reply her, miss watching shows wif her and miss holding hands when we go out. i wanna to have a HUG from her or anybody that feels my existence but i am at home, alone, with no one else.

Maybe becuz of my prob. i am expressionless and i dun know how to express my happiness and sorrowness. u can imagine me typing here while i am msn-ing my fren in a light-hearted tone. my heart is keeping everybody from me. i jus wanna stone at home and slack through, waiting for my family to come home. They are the only ones that can make me really feel better.

OMG. This is so emo.I am crying at this instant for nthg. I wish my frens are there for me now. frens that can tok to me 4eva and not feel bored cuz i am a boring person and i hate this fact.

2009-02-05T20:45:00.005+08:00

SO LONG NV BLOG LIAO! I KNOW U GUYS MISS ME RIGHT?!

I miss everybody...from my sec to pae to 0807 to church de to squash de...! How i wish i can change back to my 0807 again and LOL everyday. I got so much to say but i tmr i got phy test so i have to make it snappy ): try...

I got my new frens in 0822! a few may be bimbo but they are really a laugh. though they cant be really compared to the past class but i think they are still worthy frens. Then i got back my super lan4 chem paper. zzz almost had to drop squash but luckily i have a timetable to show my parents i have the intention to study. but parents are always nagging, eespecially my dad, zzz. this make me so worried. sobs. I DUN WANNA STOP SQUASH! i said to them that 'No Squash Means No Studies'. It's mean but i meant it.

Oh yar i almost kena killed by my parents! I drop my Handphone again! I will at least drop once per HP. so scary! and each time i dunno how it slipped away from me. dots. luckily the 1st time a teacher picked it up for me and that happens to be my new CT now. Woahs. I rmb calling her Mrs Darrell when she is still single. she must be mad at me at that point of time.

Ysd, the 2nd time i dropped my phone is in the canteen i think cuz the person who picked it up is in the canteen. Luckily Yong Qing used her phone to call me, then the person returned call. Yay. I cant rmb how he really looks like but i know he is a JC1 Chung Cheng Main, carries a bball, think is quite tall and quite thin. Hmm... I jus cant thank him enough! So i comment and thank him in the Nyjc welcome board! LOL. And if i am lucky enuf again (jus like meeting Ms Darrell again as my teacher), i may meet him again cuz the jc2 will play angel-and-mortal game with jc1. haha hope i can thank him more.

P.S. Jun Yan also got help me find the 1st handphone lah.

2009-01-11T19:26:00.002+08:00

Bought 2 pair of shoes, 1 shorts, 1 belt and got 2 necklaces ysd. It was a great and elated day!

But today i felt despair and helpless. I am not a child anymore and i shld have my own freedom to speak up. Btw, hello! i am jus speaking the truth. He always compare me wif my bad bad bad relative but i am far from him. The reason why he said that is bcause he is a male chauvinist and coward. He shldnt have told me that next time dont talk when he tok. Hello! It doesnt kill if i am speaking a fact.

2009-01-03T01:00:00.011+08:00

OH NO!
These few days i am SHOPPING n PLAYING n SHOPPING n PLAYING.
dIeded!

Lying to myself abt Gladys's n my thin legs...lols

Tell me these clothes suit me! Closet feelin' empty...

I am lackin' of shorts!

Any second thots for dresses?

I luv white!

Choir Chalet!

I first time fly kite so pro liao!

Crabby created by my fine hands.

My name is jus so cool-looking...

JC roxs! I ♥ N Y ! lols.

I jus so luv my handwriting!

So windy!

Last day of 2008

Lingying and Manling "resting" after the countdown in the middle of the F1 lane road!

2008-12-23T00:01:00.005+08:00

Sometimes i really hate my small cousin. I know she is young, dun know much thing. But i still uds why she likes to vie with me and copy me. First, is my notebook. Okay i give into her lah wif my tears wiped away. I know i too crybaby but no one knows except my sis lah. Even though she young can cry too, I think she is faking to attract attention. Hehe anyway in terms of crying, I know she cant beat me cuz i am known as TAP---able to open and close easily.

Wadeva i do she copies, seriously. zzz. even the way i eat she also wan to folo. i eat finish my food so she made herself eat a whole plate too. childish freak. even go toilet she also wants to vie with me. zzz. Shaine was long ago in her room and she dint mention going toilet but i said to borrow the washroom she say,' Hey i also wanna go, i first.' ZZZ. Si Yi Zhang saw and laughed at that moment.

Please let all the bygones between Shaine and me really be bygones!

2008-12-21T22:17:00.003+08:00

Ysd is my suai-est day lols.

First, i lost two 2 matches, they say i not running but i sprained my leg. I think it was excuse. But i still dun think the reason that Joey mentioned, JJC imba. If want to say imba, TPpoly super IMBA.

Then i went cycling with the squash ppl. 10 ppl but very fun. AND SUAI TOO. I got a super perfect bike but i was too short. I dint know that my perfect bike's height can be adjusted. Then the lucky John offered to change bike. Lol, I agreed immediately. Happily i ride on it but soon i realised i was behind everybody with twice the speed leh. Zzz. Then soon, as expected, the bike front inner wheel puntured.

ZZZ. we are already halfway the journey to Changi. But haix need to go back. The nice Jia Hao tried to ride the bicycle back. I rode on his with the same speed as him as i felt bad. But soon the bicycle can no longer no riden, not even rolled. So we all got down from the bike to walk. Jia Hao had to carry the bike. I felt so guilt-ridden but think he was damn nice. And luckily Kae Lun was there to take turns to carry too. I want to carry too but they said it was too heavy, dun wan me to carry. It's true lah but i wanna help. Michelle followed me with her super slow speed.

Luckily, the shopkeeper came to the rescue if not we have to suffer overnight. Wa the shopkeeper pro, even with the spoilt bike, he can carry, change wheel and go back faster than us. And he still ridiculed our speed in a jk-ing manner. Lols.

To thank Jia Hao, I treated him dinner, not letting him know lah. Hehe. If not ltr he feel bad. At least he not like John---his bike but he dun want to help and zooooom first fast!!! He keeps saying i "Suai". But on the way back to Parkway Parade from East Coast, he tripped twice. Lols. His bad luck, I help him took the bike blow lor. But it was actually Jia Hao lah and not forgetting Kae Lun lah. But i think treating Jia Hao not enuf. By chance, I asked Jia Hao where he lived. My dad fetching me and shun lu so i suggested to send him home. He Paiseh but i more Paiseh lah---bike incident. so he agreed hehe. anyway parkway parade to the purple line very far mah. Then the lucky John also took the free ride lah.

2008-12-17T14:48:00.003+08:00

Ysd Michelle and I wanted to study. But he came, so u think we can manage to study? Lols.

We won this. Me and my childish nature. Hehe.

The new statue of liberty. Lols.

2008-12-17T13:17:00.004+08:00

More Pictures from 食字路口 of 29/11/2008

Going home...

1st station: Popcorn!

Spicy chicken. My virgin try. Oiishi!

The 3 gals! LOLS. nice collection.

Me doing my 1st dare. Ask number from a guy that my fren surprising knows.

Lols. Unglam 1st impression.

Really going back now ;0

2008-12-15T22:44:00.004+08:00

Wa 2day i went to suntec --> bugis --> suntec. fun man.
go wif gladys and ci zhen.
stewpid pris whole year self-train until siao not free.
ruth is the busy gal also not free.
and xiying the not-free-gal too.
i go eat the 小锅面 again. hehe, for the fourth time in the month.
ADDICTED. dieded.
then we ate Yami Yogurt. Natural and Peach jus so rockx!
Then we shopped to the max!
2 shirts - one is long long de, another one is my fav. blue EMO shirt!
I ♥ IT!
Then i got 2 belts finally, my fav. blue again and white!
Oh i got 3 pairs of earrings too.
One of the patterns is sama wif my watch.
old TV icon. lols. gladys found it de.
oh yar we also played arcade while waiting for movie start time:
find the difference. hit target. basketball. drumming.
So at 5pm we watched "Nick and Norah's infinite playlist".
The ticket sellers dun believe we are over 16 lor. llolls.
And haha Ci zhen keep laughing over the --- part. lols.

2008-12-13T00:21:00.007+08:00

It is 12.21AM now.

I jus counted my salary of 10 days!

($.$) Blink.Blink ($.$)

$587.25

But that is wad i count lah. Dunno got wad CPF contribution or Budget. But part-time shld be no CPF de right?!

2008-12-11T00:16:00.004+08:00

It is 12.17AM now.

Ysd really is a tired day. Rushing data-keying work. In the end...never get to nap in the office. Lols. But they wanna to extend the contract till Friday...zzz never mind lah. more MONEY up to 500 BUCKS (: Yoohoo! Yahoooo! Lols. Opps sry too happ liao. cuz i am a 小女人, 500 though small but it's my aim already. I dun wanna put 20% as CPF! if not i cant reach 500 liao. Part-time got CPF for a 17-yr-old kid de meh? hehe. I still young.

2008-12-09T08:32:00.004+08:00

It is 8.34AM now.

This week is a bad week. Quarreled wif my dad ysd, mum today. i wonder will i offend my sister tmr. haix. cried badly ysd...

Dear God,
Please help my mum to kick her gaming habits
& Stop being so lazy.
Please help me to curb my temper.

Anyway today though my mood is bad, i cant stop working mah. so i have a ride on the mrt and i found out sthg!
Studies have shown that (by Jess :] ), 6 out of 7 ppl sitting on the mrt cabin seats will be asleep! lol. and the odd one out who is not slping will be busy reading newspaper. but once he is done absorbing the news, he or she will be like the rest...in slping mode. Hah.

2008-12-04T18:15:00.000+08:00

It is 6.15PM now and it’s the end work time.

I damn sian. Wanna cry. In fact crying now at work. I finally finish most of the work when the supervisor say the outcome of the figures are all wrong. Damn sian. Later the person who taught me say that those recorded in sm must be sm and not sf. Walao. She’s such a noobie. I know I very mean. But I follow her orders, when wrong, she tell me that shld do the other way round. She was the one who taught me how to do but in the end I am the one that was blamed. Now, she went out while I have to clear up the mess. She can happily use her mouth only and me, use my brain again and again. If earning money is to be a scapegoat, I rather starve to death.

2008-12-03T21:58:00.005+08:00

It is 11:04PM now.

Jus quarrel wif my sis. But will be over de lah. I no she petty but dun bear grudges (: Maybe...if can...eat breakfast tmr also bah...*wish*

Today i choose frens over money. didnt do as much OT so as to just eat dinner with Huiling. In the end, she ate Mudpie only. Zzz. We went window shopping, as usual, cuz our property add up BELOW $20. Another day then go shopping lor. Plan liao. I will buy the blue belt, the blue emo shirt and the comfortable shoes! Eee:)

Wah then i go lots of programs all shopping! With 4b1 clique, twins-cum-pri clique & squash best-partner! Yay! I am going to shop to siao!

Today ard 9pm actually wanted to look for Bryan cuz he say wanna to meet and tok. He stay near my home and known through frenster, same estate mah. Whenever i walk home, i will sort of past by his home. But all we do is 'Hi', 'Bye' at his window. I dun really know him,except that know he is a Christian, never even tok on the phone b4 but he seems friendly to me. Through all these months of msn-ing & sms-ing wif, he is quite a nice person who never fails to keep in contacts wif his loved ones and frens. Tonight after work, walk past his home again, look through his home, lights are on. I feel that maybe we can talk and have better neighbourhood bonds, not just Hi and Bye type. But then when i saw him packing his things in his room, I suddenly feel scared. I never really tok to a guy one-on-one b4, except for one classmate study tgt. He stands while packing his room, so i can tell that he is much taller and firm than me (of cos, all guys are sama sama). The thing is i feel that this person is so unfamiliar, though i met him outside the window several times. I really feel scared, so i walk away from his unit fast. I think he saw me but nvm, now for the time being, I would prefer the Hi and Bye neighbourship.

2008-12-03T14:49:00.004+08:00

Caption: How is work going?

I found this picture! damn cool! lololol...

2008-12-03T14:00:00.002+08:00

It is 1:47PM now.

OMG! I jus wanted to find a mugging picture to put in my desktop to motivate me to work. But I then realize the REAL meaning of mugging. Ppl, or rather I, always tot that mugging is a ‘holy’ cuz we keep on studying and studying even if we dun like because it is a Must. But in the dictionary, MUG is actually to ASSAULT or menace, esp. with the intention of robbery. OMG! This means that STUDYING is a CRIME! What a great excuse of skipping school! Yay! I’m free!

2008-12-03T08:39:00.004+08:00

It is 8.32AM now.

I have to start work now. So boring. Think that I even care to wake up early in the morning 6.50am to brush up and prepare for work. Sian. After sharing the Mega McGriddles wif my sis, I feel damn tired now. This is the after-eat syndrome. Eyes gonna shut. Brain stopped. Why do I always need sweets to wake the sleepy me up. I dun wan more fats. OMG! Maybe I shld try the olden days’ method: Use toothpicks to open my eyes real wide!

2008-12-02T12:23:00.002+08:00

It is 12.20PM now.

It is going to be break time and my work server got a little bit of prob. So I make fully use of my time and write a blog entry now instead of data entry. I finally have some results in my work. In 2 hrs, I finish ysd’s task. Kinda slow but today I am speedy. Now inputing new data into the system! Yay! Hope I can do fast! May the probs me little and I can finish my stuff efficiently! Savouring my yummy raisin chocolate now while doing waiting for the server to wake up. In 10 more minutes, I can go and gorge my lunch! But I still haven decide wad to eat. Too many things liao. And I have no company. Sobbs.

2008-12-01T23:43:00.006+08:00

It is 11.43PM now.

Jus wanna blog a little b4 taking a long nap! Today is a long day. Got slack, got work. Very tiring. Today's work is a little easier compared to last Friday's. Even though it is like in the office, go air-con. But the long hours of using my brain makes me tired. I worked from 8.30am to 7.30pm. Nice timing of 11 hrs. Very tired. Ate dinner at 8.30pm. This timing is not the latest but today is the hungriest day. And i dunno why is it sit too long or sthg. When i stand up, very giddy. especially when in the lift plus the pressure inside. OMG. i almost fainted. I first time felt it so terribly. last time is jus after watching movie in theatre then will like this. Reason is also sit too long. To stop the fainting head, i have to hit it. Ouch. Whatever the ku3 that i have to go through when working, i will not regret cuz i earned 63.75 bucks today! But i think i need to stock up food and my fav H20 at the office...in case i faint from hunger & thirst.

So sorry Bryan.
I am too tired to meet you.
Nxt time ba :)

2008-12-01T15:31:00.002+08:00

It is 15.15 now.

Help! I now damn sianz. Dunno wad to do. How to work. Ah!!! Danni just give me a break. The system is down and I still got loads of stuffs not done yet! I think I am the most NOOB and SLOW DataEntry-er. OMG. I have to check some stuffs. But that stuff to check does not even exist. Zzz. Makes me so frustrated. I feel like just saying I check finish liao cuz checking stuff shld be all correct de bah.

However, CONSCIENCE makes me carry on. I guess I just have to be honest and do wad I can asap. In this way then I can spend the money that I earn delightfully!

I very scared I have to use 1 week to finish 2 tasks leh. OMG! That will be too slow bah. Aiya. I feel like bringing home the assignments to do. Now, I really realize why do ppl bring their work home.

Because that is wad Workaholics do.
Their motto is: ‘Do finish wad u are supposed to do. Rightfully!’

2008-11-30T22:17:00.016+08:00

Upset. Ysd was discussing some BGR prob of my frens. Dun know why when my fren say to me "I know you big size but all gals are weaker than guys." Even thugh she say 'no offence', but I stil got hurt lah. Nt becuz she say not horizontally challenged size cuz i also admit it and always say to my frens and family too. The real reason is she thinks I am thinking of her prob based on my own pespective only. But I am actually putting myself in her shoes lah. I dun know lah, this makes me feel helpless as I cannot help her. Maye I shouldnt think too much.

Anyway, today jus saw Huiling and dunno I feel that I so miss her cuz she jus came back from Thai since 15th Nov. So long lor! And nearby, Bangkok so scary! Got ppl kena shot and the airport closed down and so Huiling had to stay one more night without her home sweet home ): We went Swensens with our church cell grp++. We ordered Salmon Baked Rice Pasta and Ice Cream Earthquake. Wa I first time go there eat since a decade liao!!! The baked rice damn nice lor. Real RICE leh!!! LoLs. And the icecream got EIGHT!!! different types lor. Cool. Sounds like I am a noob lolols.

From the pic, you can tell the reason of the 8 earthquakes is the huge volcano in the middle!

Yay man. Today went shopping wif WenYi and Huiling. wa first time tried Tube and Spaghetti dresses. Some look damn nice and fitting for me but some hehe, too fat for me and maybe cuz my chests too nice. LOLOLOL. But anyway I bought one blouse that is can wear out and work de. Damn nice. Supo fit me lor. I also got jacket. Half de. Damn cool. I want to buy more de! Hehe. Huiling say tmr go shopping wif me again at Bugis straight after my work. I am so excited now.

But Gladys, I also wanna shop wif you!
We Promise de. Wif Pris. Ruth. n XiYing too!!! :) :) :)

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2008-11-30T00:02:00.006+08:00

It is 29/11/2008 11.59PM now.

HI everybody! Haha. I jus wish Junjia Happy bdae at the last minute of his bdae! (Credits to Edwin for the idea lah.)

Anyway jus went out the whole day to play 食字路口 all ard S'pore or rather ard Red line! Is sian in the end as we dint finish the game. I am glad my grp did not lose because the other raised their white flag first. Haha. Then we played pool but i supo OFF-FORM today cuz 明明 aim hao but still slang due to my stewpid supporting hand.

We celebrated Ivan and Ruth bdae belatedly! (which means i wish THREE persons bdae today! Whoo!) Anyway it is fun seeing Ivan and Ruth eat cake tgt, eat strawberry tgt, sit near tgt... Lols. Scandalous!
But haha in order to keep Ruth's repututation---"They are not tgt. Dun think wrongly!"

Yay we successfully made Ruth cry durin the belated bdae party...but is by letting her "vomit". Aiyo her health ah, in the Red zone leh. Always.

Aiya Alexia dint eat wif us dinner tgt and cake too. Sad but i shld be guilty for not going to XiYing's piano performance. But luckily i dint go. If i go, i will close my eyes such that i can hear better and whoo the next thing u hear is *snore* HAHA.

Today also never get to fetch Huiling back when Man Ling did from some OCIP trip (guilty!).
But because of that i manage to see Ling Ying and the first thing we said is 'OMG', as usual. AND hor her eyebrow really too thick liao...I tot makeup leh and not because my eye got shit lor cuz gladys also tot it that way. hehe.

Today dinner was great...great time yelling, was high-pitched again. twice man. I think i scare away the guests in the Kobayashi restaurant lor. LOls.

The moral of the story is to EAT FINISH ALL THE CAKE or else ur shirt will steal it wif the guys as accomplices. And these guys happen to be ur sthg called FRENS.

Wa today even though never finish the game but i did the DARE. Waliu! I need to call an unknown guy to give me his contacts leh. Wa he give me lah. Dunno fake or real so dun care... never save. Haha. BUT the most impt thing is that ltr on i knew that is my fren's fren. OMG. Unglam. 1st BAD impression. and the Joshia and Benjamin cant even recognise his that junior lah. MaLu me.

Alexia! Jus came back from Cambodia. Looks Cambodia-ish liao.

Bus trip to Thomson to eat Laksa! Nice leh.
Gotcha Ruth's , Benjamin's and Joshia's unglam shots liao.

2008-11-28T21:07:00.004+08:00

I work! I work! I work!
That time from the survey lobang recommended by Pris.
I got my own 21 bucks!
Now i am working at Bugis office tower! Cool!
All thnks to my aunt and...Keppel Land!
'Data Entry' is not a difficult job. But at first i am so vexed by the confusing data. But alas, that info will not conquer me as i was the admin (secretary & logistics) of Choir! ok ego-ing now!
Today I have earned 57 BUCKS! greatz!

2008-11-23T13:59:00.003+08:00

Oh man ysd was a shopping spree day! I shop loads...Shoes, Accessories, T-shirts & even movie!
"City of Ember" is so nice! The ji1 guan1 so cool! And i also watched "Absolute Boyfriend", oh man so sad he died but i am glad :) that the female lead like the "robot" Nighto. Oh he so great looking!

2008-11-21T22:33:00.003+08:00

How how how? I broke my contacts. Oh no! My mum will kill me! How?

There is a slight slash in my lens, i think still can wear bah. It's only my 4th day. dieded!

Fellow blog readers! Please treat ur contacts lens with proper care! Lols.

Anyway i found a job today and will be doing data entry at my aunt's place. Woohoo. I dun care if i am using strings (Pull) Haha. starting on thu but i worrying abt the attire again. Oh i dun wan to be fan2-ing abt attire. But still going shopping tmr for the damn outfits. Haha. Shopping! Hope the Michelle dun pangseh me again! If not i will ZZZ her!

2008-11-18T21:47:00.002+08:00

Due to ManLing's constant persuasion, i decided to sustain my blog's life. Just got my contact lens today! In squash, reflex is my good fren when hitting but in putting contact lens, it is my stepping stone. llolls. Is so hard putting it in. I jus took it out (easier lah). I scared cant put it in tmr and and and i scared i cant differentiate which is the front. dieded. gonna suffer pain if put wrong side. Tmr got squash match and will be putting on the stewpid lens. hope they cooperate wif me (both my eyes and lens).

2008-11-08T02:19:00.005+08:00

My daddy dun uds. I am troubled whether i can change combi a not but he keep nagging. asking how is my results, and keep on asking whether i really promote even though i told him loads of time yes! why will lie this kind of thing to my dad?! Zzz. when he sees my results, he picks on it. is not like he get into uni when he is in SAJC, i tot he will uds that i am alr glad that i can promote barely. i think he forgot the tough one has to go through in jc. i disappointed. i tried to let him knowmy worries abt changing com but he jus the mind to bother to listen to my worries. so sad... i tried but he destroys it. so i destroyed it too. i shouted at him as usual but him and i know my temper is getting worse but he doesnt know the reason. He keeps asking why am i becoming more bad, i dun want to answer him. he shld know the reasons that accumulate my temper. i am tired to trying to bring my messages across. tired of toking to him. i jus wan to do well in my studies and show him that i can do well. CAN HE jus stop asking me why i do badly when it isnt my choice and STOP BEING so tiao1 ti4 w/o knowing how tough is it for me?!!! I am sick of it alr.

2008-11-07T21:11:00.003+08:00

I stewpid. i wish i dun need to change class. i now want to change combi but i see the form only downgrade h2 subject. is it vic misunderstood? how can change combi at jc2 de? if cant change i 2 H2 sci 不就 dieded liao mah?! DIEDED!

2008-11-06T19:32:00.002+08:00

I am greedy. Vic told me i will promote but he advised me to change combi.
downgrade physics and upgrade econs.

I dunno. Is it more safe to take 4H2? hehe.
And i have pon choir twice liao.
One due to OP, another due to Squash.

I dunno. Squash or Choir or both?
I am being greedy again.
If both clash, I will choose Squash. But our team is not competitive and not good but choir is the other way round. SGC will be better if I choose Choir but I rather have ambition instead of academics. I hope our Squash will trained to be better.

2008-11-05T19:53:00.002+08:00

Haha i took Lacus sec 1 photo. hehe. 0807 ppl come see! cute right?

My home-made OP brochure front view.

My OP home-made brochure back view.

Professional right?

2008-11-02T15:07:00.003+08:00

THU DATE W 10 CLASSMATES! (30/10/2008)

The scenery near Esplanade is so nice!

Jamie shocked picture...again

Murder scene. Lols.

Daniel always begging in the streets. Hah.

Everybody getting tgt n talk. so heart-warming.
This is what a class should be!

2008-11-01T00:27:00.018+08:00

Photos of Sat date w E "twins" at Esplanade (25/10/2008)

What a cloudy day! I am in a cloud!

B&W at Esplanade.

Taking 4 pictures from same view!

1. Acting emo but tou xiao.

2. HEHE everybody happy except HL.

3. Me in middle :)

4. Reason y HL is sad: ML betrayed her!!! Hha.

4 Jump shots!

1. On your mark. Get set. Go...!

2. Manling too excited! LOL. try again...

3. See me jump to the max! nv touch ground!

4. Jumping B&W. looks like this jump is a success for all!

Peek-a-boo I am right in front!

Charlie's Angels 3-Picture Series

1. Secretive photo of three Charlie's Angels swimming!

2. They finally shown their faces!

3. But only two is working! One slack!

Merlion behind going to spit at us!!!

HL's Elmo tempted by the buy 1 get 1 free ice coffee!

We are Happy Potter's housemates!

Me is a Sleepy witch.

2008-10-30T22:25:00.003+08:00

THIS IS FOR HL AND ML DE "TWINS": i will update de lor. not dead blog de!

Today i went to eat Sakae Buffet with 10 classmates! ShengWen, Jamie, JunYan, Daniel, Michelle, YongJie, ThaiXiong, Audrey, YingHua and ME :) That meal is my Brunchner. cool right? BReakfastlUNCHdinNER! then we went to walk walk ard Esplanade when Boon Jin came and we became SINGAPORE TOURIST SIGHT. lols. It was fun waving to the tourists and saying hi to them. Then we "AY" them. LOL lah. the lamer Shengwen tot of that!!! Click click i took photos but not as much as Sat days but i was shocked that my PL sec gang missed those places last sat!

Super bloated! Tmr must go swimming liao but not like I will not swim like Vic! Haha. I realise that my favourite dish in Sakae is actually not Chawanmushi but the ICE-CREAM. It jus so rocks!

2008-10-24T16:34:00.008+08:00

The best speaker...for the time being (haha) Yong Jie,
is teaching 'OP Packaging' to Jamie's grp! Act 一个Pro! Jking.

Just got my Squash shirt today! Even though the colour sucks and it just dont fit me, but i still luv it!

Cuz I ♥ SQUASH!

Front plan view :)

Back plan view! Lols.

2008-10-22T15:17:00.006+08:00

Mr. Vic say he is worried of my phy but i dont think he even know that i jus need 1 more H2 to pass lah. but anyway he is right about my phy --- is like one-fifth of a hundred. he ask me want to downgrade my phy to H1 and econs upgrade to H2 a not.

ACTUALLY I DUN MIND CHANGING COMBI,
IS JUS THAT CAN I NOT CHANGE CLASS?!
THE MOST IMPT THING IS I DUN WANT TO RETAIN!

Today bcos of Mr. Vic i became emo and dun intend to go for lessons. but haix i mian qiang went for physics and really really dont want to go for econs liao but i went
BECAUSE I SEE THE ROOM EMPTY.
Wad de! why do i care for the teacher while i am emoing. stewpid me!

But i didnt regret going seriously, Mr Nanwandi (P.S. spelling) is so humorous and so i got a bit light-hearted. And from there i got the news that econs test, the essay and case study is actually 50%-50%. so happy. now my econs has a higher chance of passing! :)

i jus wanna gorge but cant find ppl to accompany me. nvm lah next time bah. after chinese paper maybe going to Sakae bah. i played big 2 with Lucas, Shengwen, Jamie, Jia Yi and Audrey and the guys really brought much laughters for me. Now, I became better but i am worried of Michelle cos i am really emo and she keep telling me go Jun Yan house. My heart now is so stuffy (men1), I really dont want to be stuffed inside his room when i am like so extra in their pw meeting.

My emo drawing during the phy lec. 7 eleven is the result day.

Playing Big 2, though few games but it really brightens up my day :)

2008-10-21T19:59:00.003+08:00

Went choir audition with Jamie and Wenna (Alex dun want to go) and I think i will sure get in cos i pass the auditions previously. So i will have a dilemma --- choir/ squash!/studies!!
Went through my mind...if i join 2 ccas i will not play any games or surf loads of net if i get promoted!!!!!!
Went pool along with Jamie and Wenna wif uniforms leh cos the person-in-charge thinks we are not childish haha.

Lol. Today OP tears away ppl's drawing...but i managed to patch Swee Kee's one up.
Haah. ASK is the acronym is Ang Swee Kee.

And I drew the heart. damn nice. <3 it! especially the shade...

Ying Hua's part of trying to make me promote (: Hope she do well too!

2008-10-20T20:25:00.006+08:00

Hey enjoy the gals' mini bdae party!
Especially the gals who missed the fun!

HAPY BDAE AUDREY!
HAPY BDAE AUDREY!
HAPY BDAE AUDREY!

2008-10-19T21:00:00.015+08:00

Today i finally dare to face him and so frens 4eva again!

miss the tennis wif HuiLing so i am SRY

but will make up by this week! haha i also want to go swimming and i am so eager to go wild wild wet!!! quick finish OP lah. today we went to play in the arcade, bball team with michelle and play the difference game with her plus Jun Yan. Wah he like play loads of time liao, so fast can find the spots but we still didnt overpower the highst score owner. lols. "Thank You for your particiaption. Try harder next time." --- i crap that out de.

We anyhow walk, blow some wind as it was not windy enuf and shun bian check whether i will get back the wind as FORCE ON A BY B equals to FORCE ON B BY A. LOLs. then we saw a "person" doing aerobics. Then my stomach complain so we went to hunt for food. Wanting to eat ice-cream actually, we bought honey chicken. the skin is nice but meat is normal so maybe we shld buy black pepper chicken actually. Jun Yan really very emo and at first no mood to eat the chicken and i really dun know how to console him but by chance i jus feel like saying

"EH. I hold very long liao leh. Tired." haha then he took the drumstick--- I succeed...by luck.

Then we start eating the chicken at Vivocity in the public with no spoon! Lols. Aunties Uncles staring at us digging the pityful chicken. but no choice we from beggars' association, me in Nanyang JC tee. lols unglam.

Honey chicken raped by JunYan Michelle & Me! Wah gross!

2008-10-18T22:06:00.010+08:00

haha i am always toking abt ysd cos i am always too tired...zzz yesterday Jamie Wenna Me JiaYi celebrated Audrey's bdae early at Pizza Hut. haix buffet is missed cos JiaYi not feelin well...nvm... maybe monday we go eat bah if some ppl no pw liao. Anyway ysd was fun eating the cake and ruining the doraemons' lives...LOLS

Audrey only has eyes for the cake and not the cam!

Actually the doraemons have a home on a nice plateau...

But Audrey and her gang destroyed their habitats by eating their plateau. Haha.

Five straws arising out of the stormy drinks. LOL.

ex-nice spaghetti...after being ruined by the gang...

JiaYi! Wenna! Don't try to hide! Gotcha! Why dun want to take photo wif Audrey?!

New House Mother of Zetas. House Bunny. Lols.

2008-10-17T07:21:00.005+08:00

07:21AM

THE DAY

HAS NOT BEGUN

BUT WENYI

TOLD ME TO BLOG!

lols.

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2008-10-17T06:34:00.006+08:00

06:34AM

ysd was my third time cying in nyjc. i wonder if i really dont meant to be in this sch. in srjc, i will not be broke down and i have nicer frens.

The 1st time crying is because of pw, so upset that my ldr is not engaging enuf but luckily now he is and i am not so upset. Thank You Gladys for letting me pour my tots to u :)

The 2nd time is when i tot i will fail my maths badly then i really really broke down liao and Jamie caught me red-handed. Thanks Jamie for the tissue and u so funny cry tgt with me but i see ppl cry i sometimes will act the same way as u do. Lols.

The 3rd time is ysd due to bridge. I dont mind he joked that my voice like sa jiao-ing but he shldnt --- when he is losing, he is just venting anger on me, i can tell so clearly. he everytime jokes in this manner but he harsh and in fact he means it. he is just not the cut for joking. But luckily Thank You ZhiYuan for consoling me, dont know whether u are really consoling me but i can feel that u want me to feel better and i really felt better and enjoyed the other games of bridge.

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06:34AM

Cigarettes are getting ex-er. Here is why: I saw sbdy's cigarette dropped on the floor but he w/o hesitation picked it up and put in his mouth and continuing the "harming his body" process...

2008-10-16T22:07:00.009+08:00

Tue's account

I pungseh JunYan Michelle Daniel go find my "only free on tuesday" fren. lols. was guilty that i dua my 'clique' but Gladys is also my clique! haha anyway i am jus too popular, i cant just stop meeting my PL mates. i miss them woman!

So we spent the afternoon playing Nintendo Wii playstation. It was so fun i dont regret meeting Gladys liao. lols. I love the catching game and the music game haha it is so like drum but funner! haha i wanna play again! i wonder when can i play. Stewpid make me addicted.
Gladys playing Wii (:

And I finally got the belated belated present from Edwin. lols. He gave me MINERAL WATER H20 cos that is my fav. drink.!!!!LOL but i also got a key chain watch, i luv it cos is so cute. the watch is tgt with the shoe.
Thank You Edwin!

Fav. bdae gift -.- lolslolslols

Keychain watch. So cool!

Wed's account

So surprised. Everybody like to give me belated belated gift. lol that's the trend bah. Joanne gave me a strawberry vacuum cleaner haha now i can clean my laptop keyboard so conveniently! Thank You!

My lucky min Strawberry Vacuum Cleaner... I tot it was a beetle at first. lols.

Haha I got the luck now...maybe i can pass my promos!
WHooHoo!
My results for promos!:
Chinese ----- C
Maths ------ E
Physics ----- U
Economics -- U
GP --------- D
Stewpid Chem dont return us! Hope I get 30 for mcq or moderate abt 10 marks! cos i jus need 1 more H2 subject to pass!

Michelle trying Jiayi jacket but she jus cant fit in! LOLs.

Saw this cute monkey in macs and i took the photo secretly.

2008-10-13T00:42:00.005+08:00

12:44AM

Hey ppl rmb to do my new fren test!

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2008-10-13T00:04:00.009+08:00

12:04AM

Haha a new day and I am going to tok abt ysd again, which is October 12.

Yay very long never watch movie in cinemas liao. Today finally go watch "Burn after reading" at Dhoby Ghaut! I can never forget the stance "GIVE ME THE CD!" Its trailer in macs always have this line until i can memorise liao. Haha I like Brat Pitt. Oh shit spelling error. I mean Brad Pitt lols. zz. His expressions are so funny. Its a pity he dieded in the middle of the show and he isnt the lead role. Haiix, if not for him, the show is meaningless cos i didnt really uds the gist. All I know is the ppl are keeping having one night stands and being two-timer when married. And what i couldnt stand is in class all the guys alr keep saying the Fish word, i tot i could have a break while watching movie. BUT! that movie got more! Wad The! I shld count how many Fish they said lah. It will be like thousand of times.

Then after that we went arcade play drums!!! woohoo my fav. but i suck at it! Played std 1st round alr out! but at least i got an A for the beginner round. LOLs it is so much better than Daniel's E now. At least I have found out Daniel is not pro in everything haha, his rhythm is...

Today tot going to town so wear until a bit nicer than usual. But the stewpid JunYan go and say I look like horse!!! got meh? he no taste de...say also say looks like cowgal right?

Haha see JunYan play beginners de, same song as wad i play too. He got A lah, sama sama, but still say cant play. Bluffer!

2008-10-12T23:19:00.007+08:00

This post is for ysd de. ysd too tired to blog but i know u cant miss any of my life so now no choice but to tell lor. Anyway, I just created a fren test! u guys better do it and do it well. lols.

Ysd morning as usual late for peer tutoring and i bought everyone sweets as redemption but in the end JunYan eat it all up when the kids din finish it.

My favourite maths! Primary 4 standard leh. Symmetry.

See the 'Ah Beng' side of Jamie's. Lols.

Haha. Catch you on camera. WooHoo.

Haha i caught my tutee red-handed for not studying nad VANDALISING the wall.
Now ppl, you know who did all the vandalism in Singapore right?! lols.

I went to JunYan house (hey i DIN STALK you) to play poker again. haha, BIG 2! I too pro liao when play S-hole big 2 always king or queen. Then we went to play bball. Couldnt imagine, we played for the whole day from 2+ to 7 lah. OMG. Yohoo! I can lose weight liao. but it made me so hungry. lols.

Haha. JunYan playing bball with slippers kena scolding from security guard. Lols.

2008-10-10T23:02:00.010+08:00

11 Oct 2008 diary...slept when writing...dots

Wah today super fun. Vic cancelled the planned meetings as usual so I went JunYan house play poker haah bridge,21. wa lose money, $4 bucks leh. Next time i sure must play big 2, my pro de then win back from JunYan. Then after that, go my house again.

Wah everyday go my house make it like hotel alr lah. JunYan wanna suntan lah. See them swim also make me wanna swim but my swimming costume still stuck in the washine machine. Next week I shall compete with Michelle and haha no need to say winner sure me de lah.

Jun Yan and Daniel go swimming so me and michelle go my home sweet home lor. She read Twilight that she has got it from the PIRATES haha. then i watch Fruits Basket, an old but light-hearted anime, I laugh until kee siao. I think my xiao dian too low, so can laugh very easily. But after a few episodes I slept on the table halfway and only woke up when Jun Yan Daniel came up my house. Wah then my whole left leg numb cant move fall to the ground.

Then Michelle and I share ice kacang while thee guys eat their dinner. I first time see Longan in ice kacang lah so weird, but Michelle as usual always like to eat weird stuff lah so bu jing ya. And so i get it to eat my red beans hha so nice but i prefer smaller version lol.

Then we decided to pool again, waliu i everyday go pooling like pulling my savings out lah. Broke liao! Anyway, we only played for abt an hr (2 games) cos money is precious! (not time! lols.) JunYan at first totally keep missing lah, but suddenly can make it liao and is like all goal at one turn. I wonder if he is possessed lah. jus like Michelle lah her bowling scores ysd so diff- 3 games 30+, 80+, 30+. haha.

There is a must-see-scene lah! The last shot when Daniel aims for the black ball to go in... Michelle extra suddenly use hand block when the ball may not get in. Michelle is just so weird haha, or shld i say her reflex is super gd. haha.

Michelle asked her dog to bite my Mousey,
ambushing it when it is comfortably sitting on the cool chair.
HaHha this is the scenery JunYan took from my current house
and that circle is my previous home.
I really miss the place! My childhood is there!

2008-10-09T18:12:00.008+08:00

06:22PM

play bowling with the chiobu and shuaige *vomit*
luckily saw the not shuai vic in the pic and crop it out. hehe.

Today frenship and familyship continues. I jus dont know how to be angry of any person for very long. haha other than vic. Today play bowling very ex so now feel very bad, we could have jus played less. He seemed very stressed up and sad but trying to ging, feel bad that i cant console him enuf. hey if u are reading this, I sincerely believe that u will get an 'A' for Maths :) and take $ from Michelle, hope my econs also can be more than her so I will have free drink.

Today is a shitty day. Before sch want to shit and diarrhoea whole day, both internally and externally. And have no appetite for two days liao, ysd still sports marathon. Wa in this way, I will sure lose loads of kg! Yay but ouch my stomach hurts...

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2008-10-09T00:35:00.004+08:00

12:30AM

super suai...jus quarelled with my sis...and she slammed my laptop cover down and so i out of msn...she dont know i bad mood...nw really super emo sob

2008-10-08T22:46:00.011+08:00

10:46PM

now feeling bad...dont disturb me...dont like when ppl dont believe my trust...it is impt in frenship mah...haix...just expressing my thots...sian

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2008-10-08T22:03:00.005+08:00

10:03PM

Haha sports marathon today! played squash and I won Michelle as usual heehee :) then we played tennis but it rained after seconds so i never even get to shoot at all. In fact, it's the ball that shot me. Junyan used his "excellent" accuracy skills and aim at me. Wa, another blue black. I hope I did not act like the vic, soul coming out. After that, I go my house and have a swim. Wa shiok, want to go again soon. We dived in the pool lah haha. Shuang! Today only swim a bit nia cos wear shirt kena chased out of the pool. zzz. next time i shall go swim in proper attire w/o the guys. After the swimming pool, Michelle and I went to the table pool. We only played like 3 games in an hr cos going broke liao.

2008-10-07T20:58:00.013+08:00

Don't you think it looks like the Hands Of God?

Hopeless. I give up. Fate (God), I am all depending on ur blueprint now. I wish that God can plan me to promote. Today should be a relaxing day cos it's the last day of exam but there is sudden outbreak of chem results paper 2 and 3...which means I can calculate my chem reslts liao. haiz. I think i will have about 35 marks over 100 for my overall results of EOY! I just wish there will be moderation of 10 marks for the whole subject, if not i DIEDED cos physics sure fly de.

Haix, since it's the last day of exams i will not stop playing! I pooled!!!! and pooled!!! dont know pooled!!! for how many hrs lah but it is quite fun. Played with quite loads classmates:

Me Jess :) , Michelle, Audrey, Kevin, Wong Wei, Lim & Low Zhan Peng, Daniel, Lucas, Shengwen, Jun Yan, Thai Xiong! Wa that's 12/26...that's a E pass leh...

Supo sian for the last game and surprisingly tyco for about 4 shots in 2 turns and I WON the game. So TRICKSHOT lah! It's Audrey's first game, but her beginner's luck is not helping her lah cos she too gentle liao...but i still hope she did enjoy! Even though today's game is slow but haha it is fun playing with most of the class and the luv the laughters. I will really cherish the moments cos it might be my last.

After today last day of test,
now supo tired! Dont want to move! Half-dead!
just want to stay at my position now and keep blogging.
but my parents keep wanting me to bath... Smell like shit! Really gotta wash up liao!

2008-10-06T21:49:00.004+08:00

Today, I have learnt loads of idioms. It is all describing rain. LOL is funny.

A drizzle- Raining worms. cos my sister say got 毛毛雨。 so haha, ltr when we are eating our favourite maggi at the favourite mama shop, Dawn has a green slimy worm on her forehead. Yucks!

Small rain- Raining mouse. cos i luv my pet toy mousey. hehee.
My cowboy mousey (:
Large rain- Raining cats and dogs. haha this is then wad u shld learn. for formal writing for kids. Must rmb hor. lols.

Loads and loads of rain- Raining dinosaurs and bears. Haha so cute right?! cos my sister say still dont meet her then thre the rain will become very big de. LOL

Happy Tree Frens! huge BEAR in the middle.

2008-10-03T19:44:00.011+08:00

Just watched "钱不够用2". 07:44PM

The show is indeed fantastic and it is no doubt a film that would hook ppl's emotions.
My "tap" opened and gushed down upon watching this show. The things the actors did to the grandma is so mean and make me so emo. Everytime i seen such scenes, I will swear and vow that I will not be so mean to my parents.!The elderly are always so nice to their children. But if it was me, I would do the same, sacrifice for my children. Even though I have seen so much dramas that have the same kind of scenarios, this is the most realistic ones. Only Jack Neo has such capability. Up till now, my "tap" hasnt stop flowing, the film reminds me of my grandma. It somehow shows that doctors arent really helpful, just like what happen to my grandma. And thinking of that, my grandpa is now so lonely with his son that is not filial enough. He must be feeling very hurt even now but he just wont express out and always cry inside.

I really miss my grandma!

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MY LAME GENES

2008-10-03T16:38:00.007+08:00

MY LAME GENES 04:38PM

Haha my dad super funny. I'm thinking is it my lame genes from him. lols. His memory is deteriorating, one thing ask me twice so i mock at him saying" u lao ren chi dai ah?" He says "oh" then he went away then seconds ltr he come and ask wad i say. I repeat n a jking manner and he reply with a "oh" again and went away. Then seconds ltr again he is back asking me wad i say again. Now then I know he is laming. zzz. lols. I will keep record of this.

Lame technique #254, ACT WAD THE OPPONENT SAYS.

2008-10-01T09:55:00.005+08:00

I so wish that I could slap him. Everybody is so happy planning to play tennis. All the timing are decided and only lack of his approval. But he don't allow me to play. After much argument, I decided to respect him as it is true that I have not finished my exams. Haix so because of me, the whole thing was cancelled. It was so 扫兴. I really hate it when this morning he suddenly agreed to let me go tennising. But everything was over already. Ahhhhhhhhhhh! I caused everybody to be disappointed when actually I can play in the end. Waliu. I feel so lousy.
Sorry Edwin. Really really SORRY EDWIN!
Me banging head :(Slap myself :x

Virgin post of the year

2008-09-30T21:06:00.007+08:00

MY VIRGIN POST

Haha. Hey bodies! I have just revived my blog and this is the very first post of the year, the semester and the month. Feel free to talk rubbish wif me :)

I am so stuck to my laptop lah. Totally feel like blogging all day long, even at this moment. lols. Promos dun care liao though not even finished. I am so glad that i has the nicest blogskin. haha from my perspective. Today is actually a sickening day, going sch to mess wif PW, spoiling my eyes when spotted the VT guy.

BUT luckily I still have my PL gang. I met Pris, Glad & even Esther to play pool. Even though I kept losing, I think that it is at least better than seeing the --- . We are so back to the "PL" mode lah. Talking how we wish to go back PL and not going to JC which sucks at times. Oh it was really like a PL gang cos I met Angela and Siangying. Was rather disappointed when I cannot see how the latter's bf looks like but haha seeing them is great! PL just totally rocks.

-no offence-

2007-09-17T03:11:00.000+08:00

送给我最亲爱的阿公！

我一定会好好念书，取得好成绩，为您和其他疼爱我的家人！要知道您并不是一个没有用的人，您会照料好家，也是［南北武体育会］的棒成员，还是我百分百的外公！听您讲自己没用，我也感到悲伤。我知道每当您让我多读好书时，您的心却悄悄地流着泪。所以不要觉得您没用，因为我坚持地明白您对我来说是十分中要的！我会很用功很用功地读书，我要让您知道您并不没用因为您有我这个孙女！

送给我最亲爱的阿公！

-no offence-/-无想冒犯之处-

2007-08-31T16:16:00.000+08:00

Dear Teachers,
Happy Teachers' Day!
I may have already left the school or I am going to leave my secondary school as this is my last year. However, I will not forget you teachers. You will always be in the chambers of my heart. Thank you teachers for unknowingly caring, whole-heartedly teaching and magnanimously forgiving us.

Here is the list of my dearest teachers:

-Ms Andrea Kang :
Thank you thank you for your effortsssss, making notes till late, burning midnight oil and all, I really appreciate it! Congratulations that you won the 'most caring teacher' award and 'most motivating teacher' award. You really deserve it. It is nearing to the end of the year so I will be leaving the school. I will really miss you and your lame jokes. So, hope you have a fun day and get well soon and defeat RV! I will definitely get at least an A1 for both my Elementary Maths and Additional Maths for U!

-Ms Lee Cheng Lydia Lim:
Hi, I don't know if you will notice my blog but I also want to say my feelings out. Though you are just my Primary 1 and 2 form teacher and it has been already 8 years since I have never seen you and you have already left PLMGPS but I will always remember you. Remember you were fierce then and when you know somebody played prank and put glue on the teacher's chair, you made the whole class stay back. So, I missed my school bus. Though it was strict but I know it is for the good. What's more is that you waited with me personally for my parents to fetch me. I was rather touched. I hope you are reading my blog and I want to say to you "Happy Teacher's Day!"

-PLMGSS 2007 Principal Mrs Lee Siew Choo:
Good Day to Mrs Lee Siew Choo. Though you are not really a teacher, but I still regard you as one. I don't know whether you still remember me as a primary school pupil but I will not forget how you helped me. When I was in lower primary, my parents couldn't make it to fetch me. As they have no means to inform me about their difficulties, i waited till 7pm++. It was you Mrs Lee who noticed me and called my uncle to fetch me. Your help at that time brought me away from fear and I would like to thank you here.

-PLMGPS 2002 Vice-Principal Ms Janet Ong:
After forty years in the teaching service, you coincidentally retired after I continued studying in the PL secondary school but I will still remember you. I hope you are having fun in your leisure time now. Anyway, I just want to thank you for your kindness when I was in upper primary. During my Art Club lesson, i cut my thumb and it was oozing out a lot of blood. It was you who came and brought me to a clinic in the vicinity personally. If it wasn't for you, my thumb might have gotten bacteria and would maybe fell sick. For this, I will like to thank you.

-Mrs Lau Woon Cheong:
亲爱的刘焕章老师，首先我想对您说：＂教师节快乐！＂谢谢您的照料和教育。虽然您已经退休了，但我还是还记得当您发现我的高级华文的成绩不够好时，您提议每天早上亲自给我补习。您还介绍书本自己的收藏让我读。经过无数天后，您真的让我有突飞猛进的进步。真的很感激您！由于您的双胞胎姐姐或妹妹真的超级像，而她又来学校代班教课，所以我很高兴，因为看到她就好像见到您。终而言之，在您退休的期间，我希望您能生活愉快！

感谢你们老师在我的成长中辅助我的学业，并且我又要在此向你们说声＂老师节快乐！＂

-no offence-/-无想冒犯之处-

Chn 8 drama serial

2007-08-22T19:05:00.000+08:00

Nowadays i am fond of the chn 8 shows especially Jesseca (not bcos her name similar to me ah). Yupps. because her acting skill is full of character.

However, the new 7pm chn 8 drama serial is making me disappointed. the 'qing you ke yuan' show is so similar to previously the show '1/3 yuan fen'. is it the mediacorp lack of ideas? haix. that 1/3 yuan fen show is only a few years back, 2-3, so fast re-take the show?! It really makes my interest for chn 8 drop. It is not like 'yi lian you meng' where the show is re-take only when it is after abt 10 yrs.

Besides, the 'qing you ke yuan' is filmed and acted out worse than the'1/3 yuan fen'. Unlike the 'you jian yi lian you meng', it is filmed and acted out better than 'yi lian you meng'. and this show has been acknowledged a better show by many people all over the world.

-no offence-

another day

2007-08-22T18:35:00.000+08:00

hi bodies! i am here to waste my time again. haix forgot what i want to say. ai ya nvm talking abt another thing lor...

is boring time and i am so afraid of my 'O's! so now i am trying to get away from it by ''pestering'' my computer. the only subjects that i am confident at is only e maths now lah :/ so dieded. However, i cant even do anything with my com now. and this is SIAnNeSS!

If you guys are playing maplestory dun play everyday! dun play before an impending exam. you will get stressed when the exams are getting closer, just like me. haix. the game is not very addictive but once u tried to stop playing and surprisingly is successful, u will not be in the study mood yet. you will be in a 'stoning' mood.

In the 'stoning' mood, you will sleep, watch tv, play little games but definitely not study. this mood will last very long, which for me is abt 3 mths. and then when u are in the 'study' is alr 3 more mths to 'O's. ah luckily i am alr trying to revise my work alr.

this short autobiography of maplestory life tells you to play appropriately.

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for Frenz

2007-08-20T17:06:00.000+08:00

Hey buddies or other willing-to-be-my-frens, feel free to add me at
jazzy_relatives@hotmail.com I have frenster too. can add. hah

* I can predict that my hotmail will be flooded with messages. lolx

-no offence-